Just looking at him

The hilarious and incisive debut novel from Ryan O´Connell, the award-winning writer and star of Netflix´s Special Eliott is a TV writer with a perfect-penised boyfriend. He´s living the dream. But behind the glossy veneer he´s been papering over cracks, and they´re starting to show. He´s creatively stifled, he´s drinking a little too often and his cerebral palsy makes him feel like gay Shrek. When River walks in, Elliott´s life is turned upside down in the best way. River is funny, charming and makes him feel seen. But maybe that´s part of the deal when you hire a sex worker. Eliott is lost and he needs someone, anyone, to point him in the right direction. After all, it´s a long limp towards redemption. A hilarious, sexy, ground-breaking debut novel about the intersection of queerness and disability, and discovering who you really are.